Wellspring UMC; Second Sunday in Lent; March 4, 2007; “Listening”

            -Isaiah 6: 1-8, 9-13                                                                                         

 

            What is the change in your life which needs to take place in order for you to listen with your heart?

            There is a story told of a young disciple in India who left home and traveled far across the land in search of a spiritual Master.  He found the master beside a river and begged the master to teach him.

            The teacher rose, then suddenly grabbed the young man and dragged him under the water.  Seconds passed, then a minute, the young man flailing and kicking under the water trying to break free, but the master held him down until at last he pulled him up, coughing and gasping for air.

            The teacher asked, “While you were under the water, what was it that you wanted?”

            “Air,” said the young man, still trying to catch his breath.

            “And how badly did you want it?,” asked the master.

            “It was all I wanted in the world.  With my whole soul I longed only for air.”

            “Good,” said the teacher.  “When you long for God in the same way, come back to me, and you will become my disciple.”

 

            Those who listened to last week’s message heard that story.  That story ran through my mind this week, did it come to your mind this week?  It’s a story that sticks with us, for it places before us the purpose of Lent – connecting so powerfully with God that we yearn for God everyday.  It reminds us what this Christian life is about – the quest to glorify and serve God through nurturing a relationship with Christ.  It is a story that invites us to listen...listen to God, listen to our lives...and listen to our hearts.

 

            Today’s scripture passage is a bit confusing.  In some ways it raises more questions than answers.  Many of us have heard those first eight verses from Isaiah’s sixth chapter.  We’ve imagined before the Seraphs revealed before the prophet singing, “Holy, Holy, Holy Lord...”  Our mind’s eye has painted a picture of talons wrapped around metal tongs, flying into the fire, plucking out the burning ember, then touching Isaiah’s lips.  We’ve heard those words of God, “Whom shall I send?,” and the response, “Send me.”  We get that.  We understand the boldness, the power, and the awesome responsibility of the call, but then what do we do with the fulfillment of the call?

            God says, “Go and speak my Word, but they won’t listen.  They’ll keep looking but not understand.  Their minds, ears, and eyes will be shut, and they’ll want to be healed but will not be able to be.”

            “How long?,” says Isaiah.  “Until all the cities are destroyed and the land is desolate.  All the land will be empty.  Even the trees will be cut down and burned.  It will be a wasteland, seemingly hopeless...”

            “Go and speak for me,” God says to Isaiah, “but know that they won’t hear.”  Why would God say such a thing? 

 

            I don’t believe that God is an orchestra director or puppet master, so when I read passages such as this one which talks about God stopping up people’s ears and closing people’s hearts, that just doesn’t jive with how Christ interacts with us.  It doesn’t make much sense to me that God would be the cause of us not hearing or seeing or responding.

            When I read this passage from Isaiah, where God basically says, “Go and preach, but they’re not going to hear.  Go and be my voice, but they will not listen or understand,” then I have two choices in interpretation.  One is to say, “Wow.  That’s a pretty harsh God.”  Or I can respond, “Wow.  God really does know our tendency to think too much.”

 

            What is the change in your life which needs to take place in order for you to listen with your heart?

            Last week we received a call to ‘listen.’  Today we hear of ‘listening.’  There is a difference between ‘listen’ and ‘listening’, and that difference is found in what we are listening with.  God knew full well that the Israelites weren’t ready to receive God’s Word.  They weren’t ready to repent and be changed. Oh, they attended the synagogue, made their obligatory sacrifices on holy days, they listened to the scriptures and even knew them by heart...even took them to heart.  But they listened with their heads, and not their hearts.  When we listen solely with our heads, it’s easy to let God’s word stay right there.  When we listen with our hearts, we find ourselves disturbed to action and if we respond, we find ourselves changed.  In order to fulfill God’s purposes in life, in order to be changed for God’s purposes, we have to listen with more than our heads, we have to listen with and follow our hearts.

 

            A few months ago, I was listening to a sermon given by a pastoral counselor.  She shared a story that I’ll never forget, because it is a heart story and it is a reminder of the kind of change of heart that must take place in order for us to fully live into who God needs us to become.

            This pastoral counselor went on retreat to Grace Cathedral in San Francisco.  Grace is an Episcopal church the floor of which is inlaid a labyrinth, modeled after the ancient labyrinth of Chartes Cathedral in France.  This pastor shared her experience of the labyrinth among many pilgrims, and afterward had go to the restroom.

            She made her way downstairs into the small sitting area where the restrooms were located and headed to the ladies room.  As soon as she opened the door, she said the stench was overwhelming.   Immediately she looked to the stall in front of her to see a woman, obviously drunk or high on drugs, dressed in ragged clothes with that street slickness that comes from living on pavement, and the woman had her head in the toilet, washing out the vomit that was caked in her hair.

            The pastor had the choice of walking in or walking out, but the Spirit invited her to say, “Are you okay,” as she walked toward her. 

            “I’ll be alright.  Did you see my friend when you came in?”

            “No,” said this clean cut, taken aback woman. 

            “Well if you see him, tell him I’m here,” said the homeless woman.

            “Okay.”  And the pastor proceeded to use the restroom, wash her hands, and leave, as the woman continued to wash her hair.

            The pastor walked out of the door, and there in front of her stood a man.  He too wore an overcoat slick from street living and smelling of despair.

            “Did you see my friend in there?,” he said.

            “Yes.  She’ll be out in a minute.”

            The pastor headed down the hallway, overwhelmed by that had just happened in the last five minutes.  She could hear the ladies room open behind her, and the voices get fainter.  Then as she was almost to the stairs, about 50 feet from the couple, she heard the voice of the young lady say, “Hey...”

            Stopping and turning the pastor heard the rest of the sentence, “Can I have a hug?”

            And Christ’s love pierced her heart.  He took her by the hand and led her face to face with this lost soul.  Her arms reached out, and she embraced more than a woman.  She embraced Christ.  She embraced life.  She offered hope to the hopeless.

            This pastor said, “I’ve never felt so powerfully the presence of God is I did in that moment as her body and soul connected with mine.  It changed my life,” she said.  All because she listened to her heart.

 

            What change in your life needs to take place in order for you to listen with your heart? It’s one thing to listen.  It’s another to be listening.  It’s one thing to listen with your head, it’s another to listen with your heart.

           

            How did Isaiah do what he did?  How could he fulfill what God laid out for him?  “Isaiah, I’ve given you this call, and thank you for accepting it, but know that they won’t hear.  They won’t understand.  They won’t listen, and the result will be that the cities will be a wasteland, the land desolate, the trees cut down and burned.”  How did he do it?  How could he continue listening and follow? 

            Well, he listened with his heart, and he heard the fullness of God’s Word found at the end of this passage.  Isaiah heard God’s great ‘however’...

            “BUT, despite the desolation, despite not hearing, despite themselves, there is a holy seed in its stump.  Despite their self-centeredness which will lead to loss, I will never leave but there is a holy seed planted in the midst of desolation.  Despite the people listening with their heads, and seeing what the world reveals – the desire to conquer nations and make deals with rulers, I will restore the nation.  But in order to do so the trials will teach them to look not to the world, but to me.  Through the days ahead I will teach them to listen with their hearts, for that is where I reside.”

 

            Where are you listening to God?  In your head? in your heart? In your head and heart?  What change needs to take place in order for your to consistently listen to God and follow?

 

            In a few minutes we will be receiving the gifts of God’s grace at the table.  Here Christ lays out His heart for us and we lay out our hearts for Christ.  As you come forward, I invite you to listen with your heart and invite God into your heart, so that all of your life will be a listening for God’s guidance and purpose.

            In your bulletin you will find a piece of paper, upon which we invite you to write down where God’s change is happening in your life, what challenges are before you, or what sins you are wrestling with.  Write those down and bring them forward.  Before receiving communion, take that piece of paper, roll it up tightly and add it to the cross as a sign of contrition, and a visible statement of intention to listen to God this season and invite God’s change to be realized in You.  In giving that over, let it be a release, an opening of your heart to receive Christ fully through Communion with Him and one another.

 

            What is the change in your life that needs to take place in order for you to listen to God with all your heart? 

            Listen...so that all of your life is a listening, then through that listening, You will respond,  God will be glorified, and you will be made whole.  Amen.